crawlerxp

Posted Wed, 10/19/2011 - 17:27 by crawlerxp

So um...here we are, I guess... I'm going to be honest and say that I'm not sure what to expect here. I've been surfing around different dating sites for a while now--you know, trying to get a handle--but it seems like every place I find wants some crazy amount of money to be able to talk to anyone at all; it's driving me nuts. I mean, I understand it, but man, I'm more worried about tuition than dating site subscriptions. Anyway, important things... Well, I am a writer. I've written three and a half novels, trying to get the first one published (tough market to break into if you don't do poetry or short stories, you know?). I watch a lot of anime whenever I get the chance, love online games although my system can't really handle them anymore, play some FPS now and then (Halo/CoD). I analyze constantly--people, things, decisions--and I kind of don't have an off switch for it. Flawed logic bugs the hell out of me, and I love turning it around on people and leaving them standing there with one foot in their mouths and the other trying to stay balanced. I don't take a lot of pictures, but it isn't because I'm some kind of amorphous blob; I just don't own a camera. I do work out, just about every day. I'm not a fanatic about it, but obesity and diabetes run heavily in my family, and I'm trying to stay ahead of the curve. Um... What else... I'm a white boy, so I can't dance. I joke a lot. I can be cynical, and to survive in my household, sarcasm is a required skill honed over childhood until it's sharp enough to cut steel on a bad day. I'm really very cuddly in private, submissive, etc, but every so often, there is that one day where nothing sounds like more fun than just hitting something until it breaks. Is that psychotic? I'm not really sure. I enjoy it, though; I won't say I don't. I'm pretty comfortable with myself, psychosis or not. Big fan of fantasy and sci-fi, big fan of steampunk, big fan of webcomics (Oglaf forever). I consider myself religious, but I don't really subscribe to all the smoke and mirrors of the mainstream ones; I guess reason is my religion, more or less. That's enough for now, probably. I'm going to try to put my email in here in case they charge me to message, so we'll see. No, it isn't my actual email. It's one I check, for sites like this, but it's not tied to me in any way. I'm actually pretty easy to get along with, and finding somebody who I could meet online to play games with (LotRO at the moment) would be wonderful. I'm really more interested in a long-term relationship or in something that could develop into one. I'm about to graduate college and go looking for a career, so I would like to get my life going. I've been in a few relationships, but one was in high school, didn't go anywhere, and doesn't really count, and the other was in college with a blind girl that just didn't work (no hard feelings, just didn't work), so I've never actually been with a sighted person. My email is alennon11254(at)hotmail(dot)com, so get in touch if you're interested in talking more and getting to know one another. I'm taking pictures soon for my resume, so I'll get one of those up here whenever I do. Update: Since the membership is so cheap here, I'll probably subscribe in the next few weeks.

Location

Kutztown, PA
United States
40° 31' 2.3412" N, 75° 46' 38.7048" W
Where I live: 
Kutztown, PA
United States
40° 31' 2.3412" N, 75° 46' 38.7048" W
Profile Information
Age: 
22
Gender: 
Male
Seeking: 
Females
For a: 
Friendship
Flirting
Relationship
Date
I am: 
Single
My social life: 

I hang out with friends sometimes, have a few with whom I'm close, but otherwise just playing online (with those friends; I went to high school with them).

My insides: 

Um... Squishy...? But really, I have a pretty good sense of humor, an interest in psychology and philosophy, and a weakness for...well...lots of things, I guess. I like cute things. There, I said it. I collected stuffed animals when I was a kid. But like I said, I am mostly submissive, so I have a real attraction to people who are dominant. Weird term, right? Bad connotation. Is loving dominance an oxymoron? I'm not sure. Think, what's-her-name from the original Korean My Sassy Girl.

My outsides: 

I have a small beard right now, but I could shave it; I don't really care. No tattoos, no plans to get any. Nothing against them, just not my thing. Depending on how they're done, they can be pretty attractive. Like I said, I'm a white guy. Average body type, maybe a little heavy--but I guarantee you, I'm the fittest damn fat guy you'll ever meet. I eat right, exercise, have an interest in different kinds forms of self defense, and can recite the dialogue from Bloodsport by heart at this point, I think. I've also been told I have a good 'crazy look,' whatever that means.

Occupation: 

Student at the moment, but I'm about to graduate with a degree in teaching English, grades 7-12. I also write, so whenever I finally get published, author.

Other stuff about me: 

Dunno. I shower every day. Does that count? I hate to drive, raises my blood pressure. I still watch Hercules: The Legendary Journeys.

Schools Attended: 

Palmerton: elementary, middle, and high schools. Kutztown: college.

Places you've worked: 

Country Junction, Subway, Convenient Food Mart.

My interests, hobbies, obsessions: 

Obsession: writing. My ex got onto me for it all the time. Somebody willing to read my work would be amazing (Be warned; there's a lot of it, but I'm not in a hurry). MMOs, psychology, philosophy, self-analysis.

Education Level: 
Some College
I would like to meet: 

A partner. Literally. I get it all the time, that I seem like the big brother type, and in my last relationship, I was a part-time lover, full-time father (no kids; it's a metaphor). In games, I'm usually the warrior and/or the tank, and when it comes down to it, I'm more than happy to force-pull whatever's about to wipe the group so everyone else can run and I can see how many I can take with me. Cuteness is fine, but I also need strength. It seems like I'm the strong one all the time, and I need someone who can be strong with me and, when I need a break, for me.

My family: 

One sister, younger than me, no kids, lots of fat people (but they're all very nice, I assure you). We do holidays. I repeat: We do holidays. Lots of decorations, lots of food, lots of people. Personally, I like Halloween (Go figure), but Christmas is a big one. My parents are divorced but I don't blame them, there are a few people in my family who make it their goals in life to suckle off of the system... I think that's about it for the once-over.

Your thoughts in a nutshell
My thoughts on Smoking: 

Don't smoke, don't care if you do as long as you're respectful about it.

My thoughts on Religion: 

Reason, I guess, like I said. I was born and raised Evangelical Christian, and I still embrace a lot of that, but I tend to do my own thinking (and have reasons for it, if you're curious; it's not just for the sake of arrogance).

My thoughts on Politics: 

Not really worth talking about most of the time; it's the intellectual equivalent of sports. A bipartisan system defeats the purpose of a democratic system (ignoring the fact that a democratic system ceases to function in a country this size and with as many gullible and uneducated people as this one has). Personal opinion: Research male and female temporary sterilization starting before age five, pending an evaluation at age eighteen offered thereafter in three-year increments.

My thoughts on Pets: 

Fish. Reptiles. I have a cat, and I'm not opposed to any pets, really. I'm just not one of those people who thinks pets are people; they're pets, and I'll argue the point of self-awareness and the recognition of uniqueness of self until the end of time.

My thoughts on Kids: 

I would like kids one day, I think. Not at the moment, but some day.

My thoughts on Alcohol: 

Don't drink, don't care if you do. See, "My thoughts on smoking."

My thoughts on Diet: 

I try to eat right, don't care whether or not you do. Vegetarian? Cool. Vegan? Fine. Just don't be a dick about it.

My thoughts on Drugs: 

Don't use them, can't be around people who do. No deep moral reservations, it just jeopardizes my career.

My thoughts on Hygiene: 

And this as well.

My thoughts on Fitness: 

Pretty much covered this, I think.

My thoughts on Fashion: 

Eh.